To eat or not to eat #002

I have to confess here, I really, really, really miss my mama's cooking. Since I got pregnant, I rarely see her. Now, my parents moved to Batu Rakit, Terengganu and it's even harder for me to see her. Yes, I do have a car but what I'm lacking is the capacity to drive and I'm only free during weekends thanks to my commitment to educate our 'anak bangsa' (youth of the nation).

I'll list down here a few things that I would like eat when I met her:

1. Gulai ketam & nenas
2. Gulai ikan masin dengan nenas
3. Laksa penang
4. Sambal petai dan udang
5. Masak lemak cili api ketam
6. Nasi impit dan kuah kacang berdaging
7. Nasi impit dan kuah lodeh
8. Bubur nasi
9. Pajeri nenas
10. Daging kunyit dengan kentang
11. Sayur lemak
12. Mee kari
13. Bubur asyura (yang ada kacang)
14. Kerabu mangga
15. Masak kurma telur
16. Gulai daging dan kentang
17. Sup daging dan kentang ( tambah lobak merah)
18. Kuih sagu (yang warna merah dan ada kelapa parut)
19. Kuih gulung tikar
20. Anything that she prepares for me...

I'll stop here because I don't want to give my mama a fright...

 

Preface #001

I'm very much confused on what I want in life. It would always be a little bit of something that others have with a touch of my own. I want to see myself successful in my own definition.

I managed to graduate with an average CGPA. I got married on 2004 and graduated on Dec'2005. I have my first truly bundle of joy on Feb' 2006. I enrolled for a teaching diploma under the ministry of education Malaysia which will automatically landed me a job as an educator for kids between 6 to 12 yeas old. Now, after 1 year and 10 months teaching at primary school, I need to revamp myself. I was thinking about getting a master degree and teach at different environment like matriculation centre or college.

After 5 years of marriage, somehow I found us (me and my ex-boyfriend now husband) are falling out of love. He got a bunch of women tailing him , wanting to be his lovers (to me, they are just gold-diggers!) and he started to ask himself whether I'm worth it ( his own confession). Sadly, I comfort myself by eating a lot and end up making myself looking worthless to him. Somehow, we managed to 'fix' our situation and now happily married in a 4 stories shophouse somewhere near Kuala Lumpur.

Looking back, I have go through quite an adventure, being obese, falling in and out of love, betrayed, make friends and lose some, being an underachiever and the top student, being pregnant and cut open (c-sect to be exact) and much more. I intend to share all these in here and maybe mostly on my upcoming bundle of joy.

Why?

Mostly because I need to empty out my heart unto someone or something. :D