I'm very much confused on what I want in life. It would always be a little bit of something that others have with a touch of my own. I want to see myself successful in my own definition.
I managed to graduate with an average CGPA. I got married on 2004 and graduated on Dec'2005. I have my first truly bundle of joy on Feb' 2006. I enrolled for a teaching diploma under the ministry of education Malaysia which will automatically landed me a job as an educator for kids between 6 to 12 yeas old. Now, after 1 year and 10 months teaching at primary school, I need to revamp myself. I was thinking about getting a master degree and teach at different environment like matriculation centre or college.
After 5 years of marriage, somehow I found us (me and my ex-boyfriend now husband) are falling out of love. He got a bunch of women tailing him , wanting to be his lovers (to me, they are just gold-diggers!) and he started to ask himself whether I'm worth it ( his own confession). Sadly, I comfort myself by eating a lot and end up making myself looking worthless to him. Somehow, we managed to 'fix' our situation and now happily married in a 4 stories shophouse somewhere near Kuala Lumpur.
Looking back, I have go through quite an adventure, being obese, falling in and out of love, betrayed, make friends and lose some, being an underachiever and the top student, being pregnant and cut open (c-sect to be exact) and much more. I intend to share all these in here and maybe mostly on my upcoming bundle of joy.
Why?
Mostly because I need to empty out my heart unto someone or something. :D
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