How do I start this ... I'm ashamed with my behaviors most of the time. I always do things as if there's no tomorrow and regret them the minute I cool down.
I love what I have now, my husband, my beautiful and amazing children, my family members, my job, my house and everything that have been bestowed upon me. I just somehow forget that if I love my life now, I should know that God will test me to see whether I'm appreciating what I have and whether I really meant what I say. That's what I think. When I am not mad or angry at myself.
I realized that I'm more concern on comparing my life with others and see what I don't have rather than take care of what I have and give my best in making everything works. I t might not be perfect but at least I tried doing something about it rather than *sigh* why don't I have that or how come it never happens to me bla bla bla.
For what it's worth, I hope I would start doing something about what I blog.
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