We r having rough times. Mr Big always think it is easier if I didnt know and he could handle everythng.
In 2007, while I was busy with my studies, a good-looking officemate was making her move on Mr Big. She said he's worth it. Cladded in sexy outfits n heavy make-ups, she tried to convince Mr Big to take her as his 2nd wife. She even has da guts to see me n askd my permission. WTF! She was my senior frm a different kuliyyah back in da varsity days. I never knew all these until recently, tis year. Mr Big trashed all da smses frm her so dat they wont hurt. He didnt know dat these unknown thngs could hurt me even worst...
In 2008, we r staying apart due to our careers. He is in KL and I was banished to Perak. I tried to work thngs out n made some trips to KL. I used up all my 'cuti rehat' to see him every now n then. He said he would come back to visit us and gradually he always have to cancelled the visits because of outstation trips. and I still trust him.
Mid August 2008 , made a trip to KL to attend a seminar and caught him red-handed (if I could see this as catching him!). Isn't it weird when his inbox always empty every time he came back from work? Why all his outgoing call records were erased? Why out of sudden there's pictures of female strangers on his phone? Why does he has to take his call outside the house?
I might not have P.H.D in relationship but don't need that to figure out whether he's flirting (that's what he claimed) or cheating behind my back. Is he that lonely? Did I bore him? Is this marriage not working out anymore?
Since I got married , I'm SO concern on making things work between the two of us and look what happened? I failed miserably and all that I got from him was , "You are the one who has issues" or " You are so insecure" and other sarcastic remarks. WTF!!
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