I'm always big without trying very had. When I got married, I'm almost 75kg++. I was 89kg when I'm pregnant. Last Oct 2008, I was 95kg. At that point, I had knee-pain, always feel sloppy and tired, and couldn't wear most of my clothes.The saddest part was , my spouse complaint about it. He said he cared for me and wanted me to be healthy. I wanted to believe that but it is hard to take 100% what he said. I had my reasons.
I love seeing overweight people who are or seems to be happy and content with themselves. People like Queen Latifah and Adibah Nor make me feel comfortable about myself. After all, this is what I am and I have to accept myself. I enjoy wearing Dorothy Perkins clothes because they are available in Euro size.
Now I'm trying to lose weight for health reasons. I don't want to age before my time.I look like a makcik! I still have issues on my discipline and consistency. After 2 months of not-so-hard-but hard-work-to-me, I'm proud to say I feel healthier and more energetic.
It is true beauty lies in the eyes of the beholder but first impression really matter. How can a person knows your inner beauty when one only see you for a split second.
No comments:
Post a Comment